ipod + 400 = kOta
Sa wakas naka kota din ako. Sa ilang araw hindi talaga ako makakota. Pano ba ako nian makakakuha ng excess. Wala akong sasahudin nito e. Pero buti nalang madami dami ang messages ngayon saturday.
Masakit din and braso ko. Kung san tinurok sakin un anti rabbies ko. Hai.. Ang hirap ng ganto. Gastos! Tas d pa pwede mag inom! Kung kelan nako nag decide na bumalik na ulet sa pag inom, saka naman hinde pwede. I guess, sign na eto na i have to quit drinking na. Ang malaking tanong? "Kaya ko nga ba?" Sos! Kaya yan, ive been not drinking for more than 4 months na. Because, well i have to stop it. and its really bad for my health. Pero tignan natin. Basta!
I really wanna buy a new ipod na! Kahit ipod mini lang yun pink. Hopefully sana by next year makabili na ako. Kasi i know for sure hindi na ako makakabili this year. Iigit kasi ako, gamit ko ipod ni Momy Myles, as in ipod talaga. Whew! Tas gift lang sa kanya! Wah how i wish may mag gift din sakin (paparinig na po).
Lately napaparamdam nanaman sa akin ulet si ex. Hindi si James, dahil himala yun kung magpaparamdam siya sa akin, (I wish pumasa siya ngayong 1st term niya sa Law school). Anyway, as i was saying, isa nanaman sa mga ex ko ay nagpaparamdam. Uhmm, my reaction? "Deadma!" Hay naku! Kahit anung gawin niya ayoko na. Wala na akong tiwala sa kanya. I mean, he knows this naman na im not the type of person na nakikipagbalikan sa mga ex ko. Nor, being friend with them. Its just that for our situation, pinatawad ko siya. Maybe because its my way of moving on. What happen before? He simple cheated on me. But ive already forgiven him. Its just that naaasar lang ako kasi alam niya na heart broken ako. At kaya niya ba ako binabalikan dahil nag break na sila ng pinagpalit niya sakin before. Nakakaasar! Its so unfair, anu yun rebound niya ako? Well, pwede ko naman gawin yun. Maging rebound din siya ni James. Pero ang kaso, pagod na ako. Sawa na! Mas mahal ko padin si James, and i wanna stay like that, eventhough deep inside me, im hurting.
(I do know you are reading my blog. You also know that i feel this way. You know it. I kept on telling that to u. But if ur really willing, find a better girl that will love u, it will be unfair for u also and for me if we both use each other. And please dont use your "lovely" words on me. aint it working. Dont worry, ive forgiven you already. Were friends. Just not like friends before. Ok? I may still be your "Pink Girl" but u aint and never gonna be my "Bee Archer" maybe before, but now it aint happening. You, always know that im the straight spoken person.)
Aray ko! I think thats the weirdest thing na ginawa ko to break a guys heart. Putting it in my blog. Tse!
Anyway, ill enjoy my sound trip.
Ai.. Belated happy birthday to my long lost friend "tropa/ex gurtarist of 9lives band" Marian. I miss yah girl! Mwah mwah
Enjoy the Weekend. Tsup
Masakit din and braso ko. Kung san tinurok sakin un anti rabbies ko. Hai.. Ang hirap ng ganto. Gastos! Tas d pa pwede mag inom! Kung kelan nako nag decide na bumalik na ulet sa pag inom, saka naman hinde pwede. I guess, sign na eto na i have to quit drinking na. Ang malaking tanong? "Kaya ko nga ba?" Sos! Kaya yan, ive been not drinking for more than 4 months na. Because, well i have to stop it. and its really bad for my health. Pero tignan natin. Basta!
I really wanna buy a new ipod na! Kahit ipod mini lang yun pink. Hopefully sana by next year makabili na ako. Kasi i know for sure hindi na ako makakabili this year. Iigit kasi ako, gamit ko ipod ni Momy Myles, as in ipod talaga. Whew! Tas gift lang sa kanya! Wah how i wish may mag gift din sakin (paparinig na po).
Lately napaparamdam nanaman sa akin ulet si ex. Hindi si James, dahil himala yun kung magpaparamdam siya sa akin, (I wish pumasa siya ngayong 1st term niya sa Law school). Anyway, as i was saying, isa nanaman sa mga ex ko ay nagpaparamdam. Uhmm, my reaction? "Deadma!" Hay naku! Kahit anung gawin niya ayoko na. Wala na akong tiwala sa kanya. I mean, he knows this naman na im not the type of person na nakikipagbalikan sa mga ex ko. Nor, being friend with them. Its just that for our situation, pinatawad ko siya. Maybe because its my way of moving on. What happen before? He simple cheated on me. But ive already forgiven him. Its just that naaasar lang ako kasi alam niya na heart broken ako. At kaya niya ba ako binabalikan dahil nag break na sila ng pinagpalit niya sakin before. Nakakaasar! Its so unfair, anu yun rebound niya ako? Well, pwede ko naman gawin yun. Maging rebound din siya ni James. Pero ang kaso, pagod na ako. Sawa na! Mas mahal ko padin si James, and i wanna stay like that, eventhough deep inside me, im hurting.
(I do know you are reading my blog. You also know that i feel this way. You know it. I kept on telling that to u. But if ur really willing, find a better girl that will love u, it will be unfair for u also and for me if we both use each other. And please dont use your "lovely" words on me. aint it working. Dont worry, ive forgiven you already. Were friends. Just not like friends before. Ok? I may still be your "Pink Girl" but u aint and never gonna be my "Bee Archer" maybe before, but now it aint happening. You, always know that im the straight spoken person.)
Aray ko! I think thats the weirdest thing na ginawa ko to break a guys heart. Putting it in my blog. Tse!
Anyway, ill enjoy my sound trip.
Ai.. Belated happy birthday to my long lost friend "tropa/ex gurtarist of 9lives band" Marian. I miss yah girl! Mwah mwah
Enjoy the Weekend. Tsup
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