Is it wrong to like a gay guy?

Swear! I know he is gay. He is! I can tell it. The way he talks, the way he moves. All gay! But I LIKE HIM. And I don't fucking even know why? Is it wrong? Is there something wrong with me? Why?! Of all the people that I'm going to like, why it should be a gay guy?!

Have you guys like gay guys too? Tss!

I miss you blog!

I suddenly miss you blog! And I think I should start writing to you again. Don't you worry. I wont fail you again. :)

Love, Kt.

I know now why I'm feeling BV

If only I know how to handle money..
If only I have enough save money..
If only I have a stable job.. You will get the operation that you needed.
We don't have to ask for help.

It's not that I'm choosing my work first. I wanted to take care of it.
I wanted you to get your operation immediately. I don't want you to
suffer anymore. I want you to get well. Your the only one I have now.

I feel so useless when it comes to you. I feel that I should be the one
taking care of you now. I'm turning 26 this year yet I haven't
accomplished anything.

Im so USELESS! :(