"Hi,"

"Hi," a simple text that made me misserable for one whole night. Cause me lack of sleep, stress, and not to mention teary eyes. I dont know whats the reason why he did text me that simple but made me misserable message. I dont know if he intentionally text me or he just missed send it. I did also wonder why is it my numver is still on his phoneboo. Cause all i know, after what happened to us. He entirely deleted me. Deleted me on his life. I did reply to him. I even ask if thats him. He didnt reply. I even say sorry for replying his message. I could say its making me insane. I know, Oca did tell me to just ignore his message. But its really making me misserable. I dont know. Na miss ko nanaman siya. Hay..

Idagdag pa si Jerrick, pinakain sakin yung Lomi nya. Which is one of our fav foods pag nasa Batangas kami. Grrr..

I still love him, and he will always be in my heart. But it hurts me more ng ganto ako. Hindi ako maka move on sa kanya. What should i do, find someone na panakip butas ulit. Sawa na ako. Ayoko na. I even ask god na if ever ill be falling in love again, kay James ulit. Ang weird. Ngayong lang ako naging martyr sa lalaki. Ewan, mahal ko siya talaga.

I have a date with Oca last night. Sakto din kasi na nasa Festival siya kagabi. After ng work niya, nag last full show kami. The guardian ang pinanuod namin. Grabe! Hands down ako kay Andrew Davis (director). Narealize ko kung gaano kahirap ang trabaho ng mga nasa search and rescue operation. Kung napanuod mo ito at hindi ka tinamaan. Sinyang mo lang ang time mo at pera mo. Its all worth. Plus, i got the chance to see Ashton Kutcher sexy body. Haha.. Ang sexy. Kung ganun ang coast guard na magrerescue sakin. Wah.. Mag aact ako na kunwari dead para bigyan niya ako ng mouth-to-mouth. Haha.. Kiss!

I had a nice weekend. Medyo maga nga lang ang mata ko. Hindi halata pero ang sakit sakit niya at gusto ng pumikit.

Hay..